white and yellow

 The eggs were always white, and the butter was always white and sweaty with salty water. The lines were long at the store, while we were waiting to shop for either of these. 

it must have been february, which at times masqueraded as spring. The snow in the city was turning yellow, and you could see the ice melting and making room for the asphalt to show its color. But this treacherous ice is also what made the old man fall. He tried to hold up the bag holding his eggs, but he hit the asphalt and most of the eggs must have cracked. his patient efforts, and his waiting in line were not just for him, but to feed the young in the family and there was no reward for him. He got up, defeated for the day. But he was going to to try again the next day, because this is what surviving demands. 

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